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April 24, 2002

I got my tongue pierced! And I am in pain. It hurts and I can't talk at all, I made little note cards with stuff I usually say on them. I can only eat food that I don't have to chew, so I'm getting real sick of Jell-O and macoroni. I will never be sick of chocolate pudding. Me and my friend Sean came up with a porn star name for me, so I guess now, I'm "Christina Lick". There were wayyyy funier names, like "Busty Samples", but they just weren't me.

Hey, Sean, cheer up about Rush

April 16, 2002

MY BIRTHDAY!!!! YAY! Man, I am so happy! If I smoked, I'd be even happier I guess. But now I can actually go on the floor of the pig pen with Brandon and Dav7id without fear of getting cought and forced back onto the balcony. There's not much that's new....I'm going to get this thing for my tongue piercing that is a whistle, so that will be cool. "Ooh, Aces are high."

Haha man, I love Gambit.

April 10, 2002

Yes! Six days until my birthday! I will finally be 18! I'm getting my tongue pierced that following Saturday. Haha "4-20" Happinness (in slavery)! I just realised that alomost every time I write, say, or type "happiness" I add "in slavery". I think that is a little weird. I have been listening to this cd (Ours-Distorted Lullabies) for days now like non-stop. It is spectacular.

April 7, 2002

Yes! I got my Weezer ticket! Sweet Jebus! Finally after like 3 times of trying to get to see them, I finally can! I finally saw the Exorcist this weekend and it was pretty cool of a movie. Man, I am soo tired, I've gotten hardly any sleep, maybe 10 hours since Thursday. I think it's Brandon's fault. That little bastard J/K. He's one of my best friends.

"You da man, Brandon!"

April 3, 2002

Yay! I'm going to see Weezer! I am soooo happy I feel like wetting myself. But I won't, so don't worry. Yay Rivers Cuomo! Brian is kind of scary though. He creeps me out. I hope that Rivers shaves off that stupid beard, he's not the skinny little geeky boy that I once felt attracted to, now he's just a....hmmm I dunno. I cannot wait for this concert, it is going to be so spectacular! I have to find some laundry detergent so we can wash our clothes.

Anyway, but Rivers, seriously, the beard has to go.

March 28 (?), 2002

I feel like everybody dislikes me lately and I have no idea why.

March 15, 2002

I am sooooo bored! I am kind of annoyed because my dad always says that he's going to take me out driving, but never does. I will be 18 soon, I kinda need to know how to drive. Plus I feel bad always having Julia drive ways out here to get me, so if I can drive and my car's fixed, I can just meet her places. My friend Jhon moved back and I finally got to see him on Thursday. He's still the same ol Jhon to me anyway. I wish I could have him over to my house, but my sister and him don't get along at all. Not that she gets along with many of my guy friends. Julia, Nicole, Jhon, Nick, Shylynn, and I went to some girls' s apartment when we didn't even know her, and hung out with her. I think that she's OK, but I don't thik anyone else likes her. I'm really glad that Jhon's back.

It looks as if Ch@! is pulling together.

March 11, 2002

Well, I'm bored again, so I thought I'd spend a little time on this piece of site shite. I just got off the phone with my friends Brandon and Louie. They called me from school. Louie told Brandon who relayed the statement to me, that here was a wheel-chair kid that has a sticker on the back that reads "Drives it like he stole it" Isn't that great? Oh yeah, my mom's grandpa died the other day so on Saturday we had to go to a memorial for him and scatter his ashes. Then, on Sunday, we had to go to my Dad's uncle Joe's wedding reception. So, I had no weekend.

That sucked.

March 4, 2002

Yeah, I know I've been missing for a few days, I've been lazy and depressed. So I didn't feel much like typing up a bunch of crap. Oh yeah, I got AOL Im now so my screen name is Nxtfoolmartyr. Like in Tool. Man, I love Tool. Maynard is awesome. My dad is sick so he's in a really bad mood and he was yelling about my web site because he thought it was costing him money. Plus, my sister was supposed to get a ride from some girls last night from the Chai Cafe and she called and said that she couldn't get a ride from them and would be staying at some chick's house and not going to school. I think she tries to stay home at least one day a week. Oh yeah, I just persuaded my dad to take the family to Chicago this year for "Family Vacation 2002".

I hope we meet Billy Corgan.

March 1, 2002

I am going to Muscatine today maybe with my friend Shane who just got his liscense back yesterday. I doubt my mom will let me go because the roads are supposed to be pretty bad. Oh bother. I need a frickin job! I think I will keep trying the electronic department in our local 24 hour Davenport Wal-Mart. Or maybe I will work in the movie theater. Either way, I need to get my arse moving on this.

My throat hurts.

February 28, 2002

Man, I'm bored. My sister stayed home today because she has a bad migraine. She's always looking for excuses to stay home. She wants to drop out, but my dad says one failure is bad enough. (If you don't know me, yes I am that failure.) In other good news, my Mom said that she was going to buy either the Hedwig movie today or the soundtrack. Happiness (in slavery)! She really loves that movie. Her favorite part is when Hedwig is singing that "sugar Daddy" song and starts putting her parts in front of that old man and says "It's a car wash ladies and geltlemen!" Even my dad laughed his ass off at that part. I mean this is a man who refuses to be in the same area while the Rocky Horror Picture Show is playing because he thinkst it will turn him gay. My sister and I have had so many queer friends, that I can't believe my own Dad is a homophobic.

That's fucked up.

February 27, 2002

OK, I woke up ant 7:00. That is too early, even for me. Me and Shylynn are going to go look for jobs today. We desperatly need them. I hope it's not in fast food. That would really suck. There goes our complexions. Not that I'm usually that girly. There are just some things that I don't want to change. I mean, why mess with a good thing? I love how pale I am. I hate going outside because I burn so easily. Haha kind of like...a vampire? I wish. Then I could do whatever I wanted as long as it didn't require daylight. I'm worried about my mentally handicapped cat, Joey. He's been just sitting in the same spot for well over a half hour. I know he's not dead, but that would be weird if he died sitting and then rigamortious set in and he was just sitting there. ::shudder:: Keep breathing Joey! We love you! I went to a free dinner at Finney's for some college seminar last night. I always wanted to be a disc jockey, but now I think I want to be a kindergarten teacher.

Well, maybe if I can't be an actress or a rock star that is.

February 26, 2002

Yeah, So, I just woke up at like 9:30. I wake up early and it sucks, because none of my friends are awake when I am. Man, it is so cold in my house my fingers have no feeling anymore. I really don't have much to say but uhh we got a new washer yesterday. We don't have to go to the laundry mat anymore, so I guess that's cool. I think I scared Louie last night, I told him to be on the look-out for monsters when he goes to bed and then I typed an evil laugh then he signed off. Mwhaaa haaa ha haaaa! Sweet Jebus, I've been driving my self insane these past few days because of that "guy on the left". Are there just some people you want to be with so badly that you feel like crying because you aren't with them?

Damn that "guy on the left" damn him good.

February 25, 2002

I just got back from Des Moines yesterday. I went there with my best friend Shylynn to see my other best friend Brandon. It was kind of boring, but kind of cool at the same time. We watched an hour long program called "Little people, Big Lives" it was about dwarves. There were naked ones, too. Then later that night we went to Rocky Horror Picture Show at the movie theater. That was awesome. I think I belong there. I met Brandon's friend Louie. He's really cool, he has amazing eyes, you can barely see the whites of them they're so dark and well, mysterious is the only word I can find to describe them. Man, I've been watching Hedwig and the Angry Inch soooo much. I'm almost obsessed with the guy on the left. He dresses so darkly and shiny, I want to be his girlfriend so badly, but I don't live near him, so I must suffer, but I wonder, is it just me? Is he thinking that he needs someone, too? Well, I guess then what I need is to just find my own "guy on the left".

Someday I will.


	Rainbow Carnage \| home Updates \| Stuff about me \| My Friends and Aquantences \| Friends Profiles \| Stuff I like \| Journal \| Quotes \| Beautiful People/Heavenly Creatures \| Stories \| Other places to go that are even cooler...yes, cooler \| Contact Me Journal April 24, 2002 I got my tongue pierced! And I am in pain. It hurts and I can't talk at all, I made little note cards with stuff I usually say on them. I can only eat food that I don't have to chew, so I'm getting real sick of Jell-O and macoroni. I will never be sick of chocolate pudding. Me and my friend Sean came up with a porn star name for me, so I guess now, I'm "Christina Lick". There were wayyyy funier names, like "Busty Samples", but they just weren't me. Hey, Sean, cheer up about Rush April 16, 2002 MY BIRTHDAY!!!! YAY! Man, I am so happy! If I smoked, I'd be even happier I guess. But now I can actually go on the floor of the pig pen with Brandon and Dav7id without fear of getting cought and forced back onto the balcony. There's not much that's new....I'm going to get this thing for my tongue piercing that is a whistle, so that will be cool. "Ooh, Aces are high." Haha man, I love Gambit. April 10, 2002 Yes! Six days until my birthday! I will finally be 18! I'm getting my tongue pierced that following Saturday. Haha "4-20" Happinness (in slavery)! I just realised that alomost every time I write, say, or type "happiness" I add "in slavery". I think that is a little weird. I have been listening to this cd (Ours-Distorted Lullabies) for days now like non-stop. It is spectacular. April 7, 2002 Yes! I got my Weezer ticket! Sweet Jebus! Finally after like 3 times of trying to get to see them, I finally can! I finally saw the Exorcist this weekend and it was pretty cool of a movie. Man, I am soo tired, I've gotten hardly any sleep, maybe 10 hours since Thursday. I think it's Brandon's fault. That little bastard J/K. He's one of my best friends. "You da man, Brandon!" April 3, 2002 Yay! I'm going to see Weezer! I am soooo happy I feel like wetting myself. But I won't, so don't worry. Yay Rivers Cuomo! Brian is kind of scary though. He creeps me out. I hope that Rivers shaves off that stupid beard, he's not the skinny little geeky boy that I once felt attracted to, now he's just a....hmmm I dunno. I cannot wait for this concert, it is going to be so spectacular! I have to find some laundry detergent so we can wash our clothes. Anyway, but Rivers, seriously, the beard has to go. March 28 (?), 2002 I feel like everybody dislikes me lately and I have no idea why. March 15, 2002 I am sooooo bored! I am kind of annoyed because my dad always says that he's going to take me out driving, but never does. I will be 18 soon, I kinda need to know how to drive. Plus I feel bad always having Julia drive ways out here to get me, so if I can drive and my car's fixed, I can just meet her places. My friend Jhon moved back and I finally got to see him on Thursday. He's still the same ol Jhon to me anyway. I wish I could have him over to my house, but my sister and him don't get along at all. Not that she gets along with many of my guy friends. Julia, Nicole, Jhon, Nick, Shylynn, and I went to some girls' s apartment when we didn't even know her, and hung out with her. I think that she's OK, but I don't thik anyone else likes her. I'm really glad that Jhon's back. It looks as if Ch@! is pulling together. March 11, 2002 Well, I'm bored again, so I thought I'd spend a little time on this piece of site shite. I just got off the phone with my friends Brandon and Louie. They called me from school. Louie told Brandon who relayed the statement to me, that here was a wheel-chair kid that has a sticker on the back that reads "Drives it like he stole it" Isn't that great? Oh yeah, my mom's grandpa died the other day so on Saturday we had to go to a memorial for him and scatter his ashes. Then, on Sunday, we had to go to my Dad's uncle Joe's wedding reception. So, I had no weekend. That sucked. March 4, 2002 Yeah, I know I've been missing for a few days, I've been lazy and depressed. So I didn't feel much like typing up a bunch of crap. Oh yeah, I got AOL Im now so my screen name is Nxtfoolmartyr. Like in Tool. Man, I love Tool. Maynard is awesome. My dad is sick so he's in a really bad mood and he was yelling about my web site because he thought it was costing him money. Plus, my sister was supposed to get a ride from some girls last night from the Chai Cafe and she called and said that she couldn't get a ride from them and would be staying at some chick's house and not going to school. I think she tries to stay home at least one day a week. Oh yeah, I just persuaded my dad to take the family to Chicago this year for "Family Vacation 2002". I hope we meet Billy Corgan. March 1, 2002 I am going to Muscatine today maybe with my friend Shane who just got his liscense back yesterday. I doubt my mom will let me go because the roads are supposed to be pretty bad. Oh bother. I need a frickin job! I think I will keep trying the electronic department in our local 24 hour Davenport Wal-Mart. Or maybe I will work in the movie theater. Either way, I need to get my arse moving on this. My throat hurts. February 28, 2002 Man, I'm bored. My sister stayed home today because she has a bad migraine. She's always looking for excuses to stay home. She wants to drop out, but my dad says one failure is bad enough. (If you don't know me, yes I am that failure.) In other good news, my Mom said that she was going to buy either the Hedwig movie today or the soundtrack. Happiness (in slavery)! She really loves that movie. Her favorite part is when Hedwig is singing that "sugar Daddy" song and starts putting her parts in front of that old man and says "It's a car wash ladies and geltlemen!" Even my dad laughed his ass off at that part. I mean this is a man who refuses to be in the same area while the Rocky Horror Picture Show is playing because he thinkst it will turn him gay. My sister and I have had so many queer friends, that I can't believe my own Dad is a homophobic. That's fucked up. February 27, 2002 OK, I woke up ant 7:00. That is too early, even for me. Me and Shylynn are going to go look for jobs today. We desperatly need them. I hope it's not in fast food. That would really suck. There goes our complexions. Not that I'm usually that girly. There are just some things that I don't want to change. I mean, why mess with a good thing? I love how pale I am. I hate going outside because I burn so easily. Haha kind of like...a vampire? I wish. Then I could do whatever I wanted as long as it didn't require daylight. I'm worried about my mentally handicapped cat, Joey. He's been just sitting in the same spot for well over a half hour. I know he's not dead, but that would be weird if he died sitting and then rigamortious set in and he was just sitting there. ::shudder:: Keep breathing Joey! We love you! I went to a free dinner at Finney's for some college seminar last night. I always wanted to be a disc jockey, but now I think I want to be a kindergarten teacher. Well, maybe if I can't be an actress or a rock star that is. February 26, 2002 Yeah, So, I just woke up at like 9:30. I wake up early and it sucks, because none of my friends are awake when I am. Man, it is so cold in my house my fingers have no feeling anymore. I really don't have much to say but uhh we got a new washer yesterday. We don't have to go to the laundry mat anymore, so I guess that's cool. I think I scared Louie last night, I told him to be on the look-out for monsters when he goes to bed and then I typed an evil laugh then he signed off. Mwhaaa haaa ha haaaa! Sweet Jebus, I've been driving my self insane these past few days because of that "guy on the left". Are there just some people you want to be with so badly that you feel like crying because you aren't with them? Damn that "guy on the left" damn him good. February 25, 2002 I just got back from Des Moines yesterday. I went there with my best friend Shylynn to see my other best friend Brandon. It was kind of boring, but kind of cool at the same time. We watched an hour long program called "Little people, Big Lives" it was about dwarves. There were naked ones, too. Then later that night we went to Rocky Horror Picture Show at the movie theater. That was awesome. I think I belong there. I met Brandon's friend Louie. He's really cool, he has amazing eyes, you can barely see the whites of them they're so dark and well, mysterious is the only word I can find to describe them. Man, I've been watching Hedwig and the Angry Inch soooo much. I'm almost obsessed with the guy on the left. He dresses so darkly and shiny, I want to be his girlfriend so badly, but I don't live near him, so I must suffer, but I wonder, is it just me? Is he thinking that he needs someone, too? Well, I guess then what I need is to just find my own "guy on the left". Someday I will.